Can someone please tell me why I should bother anymore? I have been be very very good friend to someone, to someone I should probably have closed the book on along time ago, and how am I repaid by being pushed aside and ignored. Great! I am getting so sick of being used. it happens to me again and again. I am such a great friend to this person and I am repaid by being ignored, yeah well fuck you! I realize now that this person only comes around when he needs a shoulder to cry on, but heaven forbid he ever invite me to join the fun. I am very tired of being used, ignored and left behind. I am actually a very fun person and extremely loyal and a great friend! So dammit if you would rather spend your time brooding over the bitch that dicked you over and spend time with people you laugh at and claim are stupid, rather than the person who stood by you through tons and I mean tons, and even let you walk back in after you walked away and crushed me, then go ahead! But DONT expect me to make time for you anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

old pains and a new friend

Its funny how some hurts don't go away and some deceptions never stop biting no matter hown far you get from them. I am in a very strange situation. One I promised I would not put myself in. I find myself thinking I should make a rough decision to take someone out of my life.  Its funny, some people you don't know if its harder to keep them or push them away.

Well at least the day wasn't a complete waste I got to end it dancing with Dr. House

Thank you Lor, you are turning out to be a wonderful friend, you came in when I needed you most, I hope I am there half you at least half as much as you are for me

Introducing Mewmew

was playing around with the username feature and didn't realize you could only change it once a week. So until december 14th i will be MewMew

So who is Mewmew you ask? Well she is a sweet little glamour kitty, that can go feral in a heartbeat. So I guess this week I am going to run around dressed as a cat and going to only neko places.

Just want to make a big shout out to my friend Fallon Maertens for the pics she did of me, thanks girl

I am back!!!

After 2 and half months of hell I have finally returned to secondlife. I am unfortunately homeless and not a clue what I am going to do with my sl life. But I am a hobo with style and no matter what I decide to do I will do it with gusto. So watch out folks I am back

Kaaos effect part 2

I fell into 15000 AD on a space station that was too close to the sun and was burning up fast, and to top it off a scan showed that this was were one of the missing pieces was I had to find it and find it quick before I and it went burned up with the sun. Luckily I found it quickly and pushed in some sort of coordinates was outy.



I dropped to the floor of were I landed in exhaustion. I had no clue where I was all I knew was I needed to rest. I am not sure how long I laid on the floor. When I finally felt myself cool down and my energy return, I sat up. I now needed to do two things, a) fix the found piece of the teleporter, and b) contact the help desk, if only I had a way to connect the device to a phone. That's when I saw it. I was in an old call center. This was perfect, and to top it all off I use to work in one of these places. This was going to be a snap. I was very quickly connected to the idiot Sid. Oh and you won't believe this, he had the nerve to actually call me an idiot, and I yelled back your the one that screwed everything up and your the one with the coordinates! He then just stammered something and gave me new coordinates



Well guess what, yep you guessed it wrong place again. This time I ended up in the future. Someones apartment to be exact. Now I know its wrong to others food and what not, but damn it I was tired, hungry and dirty. I needed a break. So I kind of helped myself. I am very lucky that they never showed up. I took my time enjoying future food, and even took a shower and had a nap. Once I was rested I called asshole, to tell him he messed up again. He didn't take it well, but sent me new coordinates. But with this new piece fixed I could easily call the help desk or anyone else. So things should be easier, so I thought.



I was so wrong about easier. Although now I could call the idiot easily and tell him what an idiot he was. Oh and you will never guess where I ended up. I found myself in on a 1930's German u-boat and someone was headed straight to my direction. Not knowing German or even how to explain what an American from the future would be doing there I hit a few buttons and left.
I was in such a hurry to get out of there that on my next landing, I landed with a crash. I crashed right into the Chinese Tang Dynasty and just happened to ruin the Diamond Sutra, the earliest known book. I had better fix it and fix it fast. I immediately went to work fixing it. Now I could be wrong, but if I remember correctly it goes like this:
Thus should one view all of the fleeting world – a drop of dew, a bubble in a stream, a flash of lightning in a summer cloud, a star at dawn, a phantom, and a dream.
Well if not, it does now.




This easy "two hour job at the most" has turned into a whole day fiasco. I again called him for new coordinates. Thinking nothing could be any worse I hit the button and ended up right in the middle of the ice age! But guess what the missing piece was here. I had to find it quick for I met the dinosaurs fate.



Not having anytime to make the right coordinates or fix it I hit a button and ended up in jungle next a beautifully warm fire. I am not sure what was wrong with me but I could have sworn I saw a snake in the fire. But now the teleporter was completely fixed and I could go straight to the help office.



As it turns out the Owners of the agency were very impressed with my work, despite what Sid told them. Oh yes, he tired to throw me under the bus, blaming me for everything. But they saw right through. And now I have a full time time travel job. So watch out world you will never know were you will find me next.

Kaaos effect part 1

Well it hasn't taken me long to find something to do with my new sl life, I was quickly offered a job, to help recover pieces to a time travel device, for the Temporal sightseeing destinations company. (this is actually a cool new game called kaaos effect, look it up) A Sid Mallock would be helping me, so I began my journey. I first ended up in a snazzy 1930's office. The place was scanned and no missing pieces, so I must have been sent the wrong coordinates, that damn Sid, this was my first indication of idiocy, Damn it! Being a nosy person I couldn't help but looking around a bit that's when I found a letter and picture that stunned me.


The picture was of none other than my great grandmother. She had been a publisher and had published a book about time travel that was my time favorite. Then reading the letter I couldn't believe what I was reading.



The book she was talking about is the book that sparked my love of adventure and time travel and the book that owners of the travel agency used as a guideline to creating there agency. But I had no time to dwell on the matters, I had a mission and I had to complete as soon as possible. I re-keyed the coordinates and prayed that this time I would be in the right place.

I then found myself in the 70's, also not the right coordinates, and then to a some dark room. This was getting ridiculous. Can't this Sid guy anything right.

Thinking nothing else could go wrong, I ended up in the year 1900 and something just didn't seem right. I was at a telegraph office and that's when I realized it I was about to seeing a horrible train crash was about to happen I know its not good to get involved with history but I couldn't help myself. I quickly sent out an SOS and was able to stop the trains, they stopped just in time and the calamity was avoided



and with that was thrusted in the year 5 billion A.D.